Life is just a collection of moments, so i'm going to live it dangerously

7:24AM

for a while I was just thinking about trimming upmy friends list but now I think I'm just done with LJ. I just find it overall boring and irrevalent to my life now. There's some people people who I still find interesting like Karly, Heather to name a few. Other people who I find cool just don't update anymore. I'm on myspace. I think I'm theonly sebastian in Japan.

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4:23AM

okay so I havn't posted in while. Mostly since ive been busy. I've been seeing 1000 year old buildings and drinking, alot since the Japanese like the bottle i though i would give it a whirl. Like last weekend, I walked Mirae (the other from Vic) home after she said creepy old men alway come up and talk to her and ask her for sex. Well in Japan the trains stop running at 12ish so, after saying good night I missed my train home and started to walk home but I forgot I lived 12 KM away and it started to rain so I crashed on bench in the train station and waited for the frist train home in the morning, I was pretty cool experience.
mail is being sent back don't worry i havn't forgoten

For Halloween all the students are planning to do this:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osaka_Loop_Line
the guys are going as evil men in history. he got kim jon il, sadam, hitler, bush, satlin but i need someone
suggestions?

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10:19AM

Okay so this weekend has been my frist in Japan and it was awesome. Fristy I was introduced to the concept of `hodai`. A tabehodai is like a buffet (ie you can eat as much as you want in a certain amout of time) but want I did was a nomi(drink)hodai yeah,all you can drink for 2 hours. I was me 2 other canadians 2 Japanese friends and some americans and we went to Kobe (closest big city about the size of Vanand an hour by trian) and met int his place right outside the station which in Japanese is called mothers breast park (call just call it titty park) because theres the concrete mounds that look like breast that you sit on. So on friday we chilled out in this park which looks like times square and listend to bands playing from all over Japan (because its really famous for it) drinking some beers in public. then we went to NOMIHODAI. alot of fun but I was hung over the next day. Anyways sat I went back to kobe to meet owen an ex-uvic student and walked around kobe. (oh and the reason the Japanese are soo skinny they walk everywhere.) Anyways he showed this place called asobi (play) hodai. For 15$ you can play video games, comp games, blowing, basketball, paintball, massage chairs oxigen masks, showers, etc etc for as long as you want and it never closes. Then I bought an engirsh hat that said *fuck off teenage de story*. Its two stories in the highrise on the water front. Then we meet some people who were on the exchange 2 years ago that are here for jet and some japanese students from my univeristy. we ate and then did karoke which compared to canada is fucking awesome here i totaly know why they do it alot. Anyways today im going out to get a cellphone and go to Kyoto and check out the city and start buy letters to send back home.
I cant describe how surreal this place is, pics comming soon.
ps. i got a cellhone yesterday its better than most digital cameras and i can watch tv on it and it was free.

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7:37PM

Well I:ve been kinda busy and without internet so I havn;t been able to update. Anyways this program is awesome. The one night I did catch of orientation I smalled some beers with dude from the UNiversity of Hawaii, Charelton and Leeds. My homestay family is hella pro and I:m thier sixth homestay student. Anyways you don;t understand the word busy untill hundreds of Japanese people zoom by you the the most insanly intense mall you:ll ever see in your entire life (ie. the Kodabashi camera store in Osaka) actually anywhere in Osaka is just nuts. Luckly ny homestay house is located in a litte hamlet ( and by little I mead there arn:t any highrise for a couple of kilometres but as far as I can tell the urban sprall just never ends) called Takarazuka. it;s relativly close by train to my univeristy (which is amazingly beatiful BTW). Anyways I;ll link pictures once i buy a phone (which make canadian cell phones look like cocnut phones) so you can see. Girls always dress to the nines, except my homestay sister who is super chill. MY family are musicans and street performers and speak perfect english (though most of the time we speak Japanese). Anyways the weather here is really hot (like above 30 degrees) and ac is a luxury I dont get to use that often. Anyways I;m hitting the books before my placment test tomorrow, The only thing which would make this better would be if I wasn:t dirt poor.

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12:02AM

PAYCE VICTORIA.

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1:09AM - http://electioneering.

I;ve had this odd feeling for the last few days. Maybe it's the stress, maybe it's my pending departure,maybe nothing i do between now and the time I leave has any signifcance.
I will love you ten thousand times to make you come to my side, I will like you thousand times more when we kiss, and lust you ten thousand times more when we make love.

maybe it's just the end of optimism the start of disapointment and the realisation that it will amount to nothing since I'm going away.

Current mood: exanimate

Current music: OK Computer

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12:17PM - even if I blew it on friday I would try again.

well I was supposed to leave 45 mins ago but now I'm not gone till wed. Last night was filled up surprise and disapointment. It was nice to see high Jacob, man that kid was fucking hilarious but disapointed that some people didn't show up.

Current mood: disappointed

Current music: Electioneering.radiohead.

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2:33AM

why is it that everything falls into place right when this are wrapping up and done in Victoria?
except for my VISA that seems to want to leach away my sanity

Current mood: hopeful

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1:18AM - http://good play.

so i saw the play tonight



I should have mademy move I had the chance, I'm such a coward

nervous.

It feels like I'm 14 all over again.

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3:16AM - i love my suicide girls account hahahahaha! J-u-l-i-a

just a shout out to all the lukers on my friends list:
intermezzo: your a pretty cool person I wish I knew more about you
habitatian: just dominated you in chess
ici_chacal: I wonder how many people realize what your name means
dagger737: I havn't seem you in ages but I did have a hazy talk with your bf at 4 am not to long ago
sailingems: jeennnnnnnaaaaaaaa
tear_of_blood: hahahjahhaaa
the_ends: fuck invermere
zibet: see you tuesday
psycho_sis: you remind me of quinne, man......you make things hard sometimes.

also shout out to nathan, your a pretty cool dude and you havn't commented in a while.

Current mood: shit-faced.

Current music: debussy

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12:22AM - oh genevieve

my sister can't bake:
a few months ago she tried to make muffins. We called them death muffins (so put way too much baking soda)

just now we tried her attempt at short bread cookies. we both agreed it tasted like Kraft dinner.

Current mood: nauseated

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8:14PM

okay so this week i'm not going out at all. I've made it my msn name, changed my cell voicemail and turned it off. This week I'm way too busy to go out untill the weekend. School and finances have been stressing me out and i've over extended myself by hanging out too much, not getting enough sleep etc.. so untill friday I don't exist....

Current mood: tired

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3:36PM - if you got a mac you can read it.

私は悲しいですね。私はタラが好きでもタラは私が好きじゃないだ。今、私はタラに会わない。タラにダアト尾するのが好きです。だからわたしは悲しいですよ

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2:13PM - if you never call, email, msg, say hello, and back out, wouldn't you do the same?

people are going to get voted off my social island. I'm only here for a few more weeks and I'm not going to waste time with people who don't care as much about our friendship as i do.
you know who you are.

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: matis yahu

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11:40AM

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12:24AM - pour le moment je termine cette journal.

quieter & unloved is what i got but you alread knew that ma sirene?

さよなら

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12:33AM

I started watching firefly a couple of days ago and I wold have to say that it rocks. Joss Whedon, your the man.

Current mood: something totaly unrelated.

Current music: Cydonia

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1:36AM - this pic inspired a journal name. where's it from?

HOLY FUCk. For those of you who watch or know trailer park boys tonight, me sam josh and anand were walking infront of legends and Randy and Officer Leighee talked to us and then Leighee watch us play video golf in side the sports area for about twenty minutes! It was so fucking cool!!!!!

Current mood: excited

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2:44AM

I have an interesting question. Say you were in Florida and there's going to be a massive hurrican and your driving in your coupe beside the beach driving away from the storm. You stop at a bus stop and find 3 people there. You know that you can only take one and the other two will die. The three people are a sick elderly person, your best friend and the person of your dreams. You can only take on, what do you do?

Current mood: restless

Current music: phat planet- leftfield.

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11:58AM - Black hole and revelations.

wholy fuck. THERE'S A NEW MUSE CD COMMING OUT NEXT MONTH.

Current mood: I just woke up.

Current music: Supermassive Black hole and Knights of Cydonia

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